Life Is Not Purgatory
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Ponderings
Why do I continue to do this, become ‘interested’ in people whom are taken, rebounding or otherwise sabotage the relationship before it even begins?
I recently have come to realize how badly I have botched my previous relationships, as I attempt to diffuse conflicts with my beau… even when it is these complications that helps strengthen the emotional bonds within the relationship, nor am I generally willing to fight to win the affections of the people I am interested in. Why is it that I continue to fail to learn from my mistakes?
As October progresses and I inch ever closer to my twenty-ninth birthday, I am feeling more and more discontentment with certain aspects of my life… sigh.
Why do I continue to do this, become ‘interested’ in people whom are taken, rebounding or otherwise sabotage the relationship before it even begins?
I recently have come to realize how badly I have botched my previous relationships, as I attempt to diffuse conflicts with my beau… even when it is these complications that helps strengthen the emotional bonds within the relationship, nor am I generally willing to fight to win the affections of the people I am interested in. Why is it that I continue to fail to learn from my mistakes?
As October progresses and I inch ever closer to my twenty-ninth birthday, I am feeling more and more discontentment with certain aspects of my life… sigh.
