Life Is Not Purgatory
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Boiling Rage
I thought I had a good day today, then everything started to go downhill at BP’s. I left early, at 10:30 after the fourth person beaked off at me regarding the rabble that had conglomerated there. It started out with Seeds of Promise – and an OOC misunderstanding that spread into game and then back out, and I lost my temper trying to get to the heart of the matter. Then some stuff happened with Purgatory that I’m not entirely pleased about. To top it off many people were exceptionally boisterous and taking up too much space in the aisles between tables. The manager talked to me about it, Dave talked to me about it, the other waitresses mentioned it to me, then Brian piped up and I told him I was aware of it and asked him to drop it – and he continued, and I then balled a fist and told him to drop it – so he continued again, and I growled at him then walked away to say my goodbyes. So, I’m trying my best to keep a brave face on and say my goodbyes – go to give my girlfriend a hug and she light-heartedly slaps me – at Brian’s request… so I suck that up and then just as I’m leaving Julie pulls me off to the side to talk about the problems being caused by the ‘vampires’. So I listen and affirm to do something about it – but tell her that I am aware of the problems and I’ll do my best.
See look at me, good little soldier – no violence today, even though I can feel my pulse in my eyeballs, I am sooooo mad.
I thought I had a good day today, then everything started to go downhill at BP’s. I left early, at 10:30 after the fourth person beaked off at me regarding the rabble that had conglomerated there. It started out with Seeds of Promise – and an OOC misunderstanding that spread into game and then back out, and I lost my temper trying to get to the heart of the matter. Then some stuff happened with Purgatory that I’m not entirely pleased about. To top it off many people were exceptionally boisterous and taking up too much space in the aisles between tables. The manager talked to me about it, Dave talked to me about it, the other waitresses mentioned it to me, then Brian piped up and I told him I was aware of it and asked him to drop it – and he continued, and I then balled a fist and told him to drop it – so he continued again, and I growled at him then walked away to say my goodbyes. So, I’m trying my best to keep a brave face on and say my goodbyes – go to give my girlfriend a hug and she light-heartedly slaps me – at Brian’s request… so I suck that up and then just as I’m leaving Julie pulls me off to the side to talk about the problems being caused by the ‘vampires’. So I listen and affirm to do something about it – but tell her that I am aware of the problems and I’ll do my best.
See look at me, good little soldier – no violence today, even though I can feel my pulse in my eyeballs, I am sooooo mad.
